It usually turns into one of 'Those' nights, where you just sit and wonder about EVERYTHING that ever happened. The good and the bad. I have flash backs about the people that mean so much to me...I just sit here wondering about the things they've ever said and done. It feels so good, and hurts so bad all at once.
Wish i could go back, and tell myself what i know now. But sometimes you just have to move on and put that chapter of your life in the past. Don't close the book, just turn the page.